When Superwoman Reconsiders

Guest post by Rivka Nehorai (aka Mrs. Pop Chassid).

When I was a junior in highschool, I was given a choice: be a part of a relay race in a highly competitive meet or observe my religion. I was Sandy Koufaxing on a much smaller scale. Every time prior to that day, as part of the high school track and cross country teams, I chose the latter.

I would always leave early on those Friday meets, to return home to light candles and bask in the stillness of being while my teammates ran around in circles with parents and coaches boisterously cheering them on.

But that day, as I glanced at the sun hovering threateningly, one of my coaches approached me from across the field, motioning me to sit down next to him, as he solemnly, almost secretly, disclosed their deep need for my running legs that day.

“Can you stay, just this once?” He implored, and I barely hesitated, the pride at being so needed and important swelling within me.

“Today…” I promised, nodding my head, “…today I’ll do it.”

The meet dragged on, the sun darkened and darkened and darkened, and for the first time in my life since I was young, I was out on a Friday night, past sundown, as if it was just a normal day of the week, not the opportunity for the holiest and most sublime connection possible.

My race, the 4 x 800 relay, finally approached, and the gun went off. Nerves bustled through me as I, the second leg of the relay, watched my teammate begin. She, an impressive and promising freshman, was making great time. Pressure and expectation weighed on my shoulders. When she passed me the baton, my legs jolted forwards and I found myself hitting a very fast, solid stride.

With amazement I found myself passing another runner who was renowned for her times, as my legs kept on pumping. As I completed one loop of the outdoor track ( 1/4 mile), I could hear the shock and excitement as my coach read me off my split time. Wonder and determination filled my own body as my legs kept on pumping, my arms firmly, strongly, pumping as well, back and forth. I was exceeding my previous best times by a incomparable, astounding degree. With a little more than 100 meters left, I was running a state qualifying time.

As I turned the last corner, with 100 meters left to go, I hit it. The wall. I could barely move. I felt my body awkwardly hitting against itself, trying to propel me forward. I was sputtering.

Everyone passed me by. 5 meters before I was to hand off to my teammate, as I saw her through my blurry vision desperately cheering me on, jumping up and down, I fell. I collapsed. I blacked out for a moment. I couldn’t finish. Though my teammate ran backwards to grab the baton from its fallen place and jostled off, it was too late. My team was disqualified from the race.

As I heard stories about my amazing race from parents and coaches watching from the sidelines, they exalted me as an exemplary example of  “giving it all I had”. True, I didn’t finish. And true, I could have paced myself better. But my G-d, I ran a race out there. I laid myself out on that track and gave it every breath I could.

For years later, I looked back at the race with pride. For I had given it all I had, and that was commendable, right? Wasn’t that the goal of our life? To give it all we’ve got? To not have anything left?

And then, one day, years later, I looked back at the race and I saw something else: There was no pride in the race; I had broken Shabbos. I had cheated on the thing that was most precious to me in life.

Some days, I try to get a lot done. I run around, taking care of two little kids, going here, going there, doing laundry, dishes, meal planning, going to an event, yada yada yada, and this feeling of accomplishment surges through my body.

“Look at me!” I feel my body saying. “I’m Superwoman! I’m getting So Much Done! I’m being so Productive.” The funny thing about productivity is that it’s accompanied by this self satisfied pat on the back and a silent internal ringing of, “By G-d, I’m awesome!” This feeling of self satisfaction is great.  The feeling that even though my nerves are on the edge of collapse, I haven’t collapsed yet. I’m holding it all together, juggling it all, getting it all done. And this feeling of depletion, of giving it all I’ve got, feels so right.

But then something happens. For as the juggling continues, and the depletion increases, my husband wants to talk with me. And my whole body rages, irritation surging up within me.

“Look at how much I’m doing! Look at how much I’ve done! I’m EXHAUSTED! And you expect me to be friendly? To talk with you? I’m tired.”

And I find that the same thing is happening in another form; I’m putting myself all the way out there on the track, I’m doing things. I’m giving it my all. But I’m forgetting to save my energy for that which is most important to me.

I have made a silent note to attempt to stop chasing that feeling of Being Superwoman as often, for I have found it has only brought me trouble; though an internal part of me (and perhaps even others watching from the outside) cheers me on and says, “You are Awesome! Look at how much you are doing!”

I try to remind myself that life isn’t about depleting yourself until you can’t give anymore and then you crash. Life is about filling yourself up, and feeling calm and full, so that when the most important things in your life come to you, you have what to give at the right time and place. We can run circles around this Track of Life and gain admiration from outsiders… or we can take it slowly, skip out on some accomplishments in order to have a connection with the Real Stuff. Slow and Steady wins the true race.


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119 responses to “When Superwoman Reconsiders”

  1. Katrina Bascom Avatar
    Katrina Bascom

    Beautiful. Thank you. 🙂

  2. Princess Lea Avatar
    Princess Lea

    Love it.

  3. Rivki Silver Avatar
    Rivki Silver

    Such an important reminder. There really is such pressure to do it all, to reach “perfection.” But sometimes perfection is found in letting externals slide to keep our balance. Kol hakavod!

  4. Rebecca K. Avatar
    Rebecca K.

    My favorite part is the last paragraph.

  5. s1234s Avatar
    s1234s

    Such an incredible wake up call. Thank you so much for this. We seek satisfaction from the imperfect and lose the beauty of connecting with our reality. I’m sticking this on my wall =)

  6. Chana Elias Avatar
    Chana Elias

    I had this realization recently in regards to my schooling – I’m not a superwoman that everyone claims I am! I’m merely a mortal trying to do her best in this world. Thanks for this inspiring post to go after what makes us happy without sacrificing the joy in doing it.

  7. How To Stop A Divorce Avatar

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  8. Bida Stacey Avatar
    Bida Stacey

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    osicater

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  10. osicater Avatar
    osicater

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  11. Sharon Britto Avatar
    Sharon Britto

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  12. Sharon Britto Avatar
    Sharon Britto

    My Names is sharon britto,AM from United states .i never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once when i went to Africa in June last year on a business summit i meet a man called Dr Ogala, is powerful he could help you cast a spells to bring back my love s gone misbehaving lover looking for some one to love you bring back lost money and magic money spell or spell for a good job i m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 4weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3 year i really loved him, but his mother was against me and he had no good paying job so when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him at first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try and in 6 days when i returned to taxes my boyfriend (is now my husband ) he called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married i didn’t believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid and my husband also got a new job and our lives became much better in case anyone needs the spell caster for some help his email address: (Holyspellcast@gmail.com or Holyspellcast@yahoo.com}……….

  13. Jeffrey Dowling Avatar

    How I was able to get my husband back from those home breaker

    Am Linda Henrik i was married to my husband for 5 years we were living happily together for this years and not until he traveled to England for a business trip where he met this girl and since then he hate me and the kids and love her only. so when my husband came back from the trip he said he does not want to see me and my kids again so he drove us out of the house and he was now going to Italy to see that other woman. so i and my kids were now so frustrated and i was just staying with my mum and i was not be treating good because my mother got married to another man after my father death so the man she got married to was not treating her well, i and my kids where so confuse and i was searching for a way to get my husband back home because i love and cherish him so much so one day as i was browsing on my computer i saw a testimony about this spell caster Dr Brave testimonies shared on the internet by a lady and it impress me so much i also think of give it a try. At first i was scared but when i think of what meand my kids are passing through so i contact him and he told me to stay calm for just 48 hours that my husband shall come back to me and to my best surprise i received a call from my husband on the second day asking after the kids and i called Dr Brave and he said your problems are solved my child. so this was how i get my family back after a long stress of brake up by an evil lady so with all this help from Dr Brave , i want you all on this forum to join me to say a huge thanks to Dr Brave , and i will also advice for any one in such or similar problems or any kind of problems should also contact him his email is )(bravespellcaster@gmail.com)he is the solution to all your problems and predicaments in life. once again his email address is (bravespellcaster@gmail.com,or kindly visit he Website: http://enchantedscents.tripod.com/lovespell/)

    HE IS SPECIALIZE IN THE THE FOLLOWING SPELL.

    (1) If you want your ex back.
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    (3) If you want a child.
    (4) If you want to be rich.
    (5) If you need financial assistance.
    (6) if you want to stop your divorce.
    (7) if you want to divorce your husband.
    (8) if you want your wishes to be granted.
    (9) Pregnancy spell to conceive baby
    (10) Stop your marriage or relationship from breaking apart.
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  14. George Anderson Avatar
    George Anderson

    I HAVE FOLLOWED MOST OF THESE CRAPS AND GOT USED. I EVEN SEE SOME OF THEM REWRITING WHAT I WROTE ON THE NET.
    MOST OF THESE PEOPLE TELLING YOU FAKE TESTIMONIES AND FOR YOU TO BEWARE OF THIS AND BEWARE OF THAT ARE BUNCH OF CRAPS AND SCAMS.
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  15. Emma Jurgens Avatar
    Emma Jurgens

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  16. Andrea Loops Avatar
    Andrea Loops

    my name are andrea loops.and i want to thank dr alexzander for saving my home and making my husband ten times rich than he was before. I was in a relationship where my partner was not paying enough attention to me, never told me that he loves me only when I asked him and I was never a priority in his life. One day I start searching for help and I heared about dr. alexzander Hightemple. He just safe my relationship. He did a spell charm to safe my relationship. Today I’m grateful to dr Alexzander Hightemple who did an amazing work. He safe our relationship and today my partner treat me like a queen. I became everything for him. Don’t think too much anymore because god has sent a great spell caster who can do all things,just to see smile on the face of young lovers and family. contact him at alexzanderhightemple@gmail.com . He is the one who will and can help you in what so ever situation you fine yourself into.
    once again i say thank you for your deeds dr alexzander me and my family are greatfull to you and your gods…..

  17. Jones Nicole Avatar
    Jones Nicole

    I had a problem with my boyfriend 6 months ago, which lead to our broke up. When he broke up with me, i was not myself again; i fill so empty inside me. Until a friend of mine told me about a spell caster who helped her in the same problem too. i email the spell caster and i told him my problem and i did what he asked of me, to cut the long story short. Before i knew what was happening, not up to 48 hours, my boyfriend gave me a call and he come back to me and told me he was sorry for everything that happen,i am so greatful to this spell caster and will not stop publishing his name on the net for the good work he is doing.If you need his help,you can email him at onimalovespell@gmail.com and he will also help you too Dr Kasee of onimalovespell@gmail.com or tel +2347051705853 i will forever be greatful to you.

  18. Jeffrey Dowling Avatar

    How I was able to get my husband back from those home breaker

    Am Linda Henrik i was married to my husband for 5 years we were living happily together for this years and not until he traveled to England for a business trip where he met this girl and since then he hate me and the kids and love her only. so when my husband came back from the trip he said he does not want to see me and my kids again so he drove us out of the house and he was now going to Italy to see that other woman. so i and my kids were now so frustrated and i was just staying with my mum and i was not be treating good because my mother got married to another man after my father death so the man she got married to was not treating her well, i and my kids where so confuse and i was searching for a way to get my husband back home because i love and cherish him so much so one day as i was browsing on my computer i saw a testimony about this spell caster Dr Brave testimonies shared on the internet by a lady and it impress me so much i also think of give it a try. At first i was scared but when i think of what meand my kids are passing through so i contact him and he told me to stay calm for just 48 hours that my husband shall come back to me and to my best surprise i received a call from my husband on the second day asking after the kids and i called Dr Brave and he said your problems are solved my child. so this was how i get my family back after a long stress of brake up by an evil lady so with all this help from Dr Brave , i want you all on this forum to join me to say a huge thanks to Dr Brave , and i will also advice for any one in such or similar problems or any kind of problems should also contact him his email is )(bravespellcaster@gmail.com)he is the solution to all your problems and predicaments in life. once again his email address is (bravespellcaster@gmail.com,or kindly visit he Website: http://enchantedscents.tripod.com/lovespell/)

    HE IS SPECIALIZE IN THE THE FOLLOWING SPELL.
    1) If you want your ex back.
    (2) if you always have bad dreams.
    (3) You want to be promoted in your office.
    (4) You want women/men to run after you.
    (5) If you want a child.
    (6) You want to be rich.
    (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever.
    (8) If you need financial assistance.
    (9) if you want your wishes to be granted.
    (10)if you want to stop your divorce.
    (11)if you want to divorce your husband.
    once again the Email address : bravespellcaster@gmail.com contact him immediately.

  19. lovespell Avatar
    lovespell

    Mrs JUDITH

    I have met with couples of spammers and they have all succeeded in milking
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  20. Santo Champion Avatar
    Santo Champion

    Am so glad to have this opportunity to speak joyfully again, Am Mrs Philip OLivia, from Germany am 47years old.since June 4th 2013, the relationship between i and my husband was stumbling, i never knew he was sewing another lady outside. my beloved Philip Lucas, whom i loved was being taken away from me gradually. my husband send me a letter through our lawyer, when i gothrough he seeks for divorce and i was calling his cell phone and it wasn’t going through then i cried all through the night. three days later he came to the house well drunk so i help him to the bathroom to take his bath but he couldn’t so i came to the dinning with him and we ate together, after few minutes we went to the bedroom and we slept. the next morning when he woke up the anger in him increased all because he found his self mistakenly slept with me, after making all this troubles, he left and my tears and sorrows increased. 3months later, i went away because i couldn’t bear all what i was passing through. until one day, when i was in my office my friend came to me and told me about how her own friend also
    got his marital solution and after she contacted me to her friend, and her friend who was also nice to me help me to a spell caster were i got the solutions to my problems.there was this great man spell caster known for good his name was Dr Papa accorrding to him he said he inherited this spirit of spell casting from his grandfather, he also said that it was a generational inheritance . i contacted him to help me to restore my marriage with Lucas that’s all, behold he brought him back to me, and also help me to get babies, when i was pregnant, i never knew of it becos Doctor said i can no longer give birth that i have claimed the stage of monopoles. Dr.Papa help me to get back my husband 1year after break up, and also
    helped me to give birth to a set

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